2025 Recap

Writing a recap on the train because i have nothing else to do.

I don’t understand why I’m not reflecting as much as I’d like to. I really enjoy connecting with people, though that doesn’t create any value for the world. I see people recording their conversations and its very nice. However, at the same time, I still need to become a technical person in AI. So I am a bit conflicted.

It shouldn’t be hard to be technical. I enjoy the process of getting better. However, i still get stuck.

A new aim, to become better at. I have become less convinced at my youtube. It just takes a lot to bet on yourself. And the time it takes to edit. I fckn need internet.

Traveling to china, learning languages, has been really cool. But also at a frontier lab at OpenAI is nice. Being in new york is nice. having a gf is nice. There are lots of nice things.